I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid not to be alone. I'm afraid of what I am, what I'm not, what I might become, what I might never become. I'm afraid to leave. And I'm just tired, you know, I'm just so tired of being afraid. |
It'll never be gone. |
Because we're an us, I know what kind of mood your in when you wake up by which eyebrow is higher, and you know I'm a little quiet in the morning and compensate accordingly, that's a dance you perfect over time. |
There's a history here, and histories don't happen overnight. In Ancient Troy or whatever there's cities built on top of other cities, but I don't want another city, I like this city. |
It's hard, it's much harder than I thought it would be, but there's more good than bad and you don't just give up! |
I know I can't make the bad go away, you're right, I can't. |
Even if I did get past all my problems, I'm just gonna get out and get new ones. |
You're not who you are, you're only what other people think you are. |
There are some hurts that you never completely get over. And you think, that time will diminish their presence - and to a degree it does - but, it still hurts. Because, well... hurt hurts. |
I loved you. That's the truth. So much that sometimes, when we were apart, we used to keep an open phone line at night so while sleeping I could listen to your breath. |