I am actually quite a happy person most of the time but i like to reveal the other side of me here.

I wish...
I was nicer.
People wouldn\'t copy me.
I didn’t always take stuff for granted.
I was uglier so people would leave me alone and not expect me to be someone i'm not.
People didn’t have such high expectations of me.
I was never stalked.
I wasn’t so disrespectful.
I could stop f**king everything up
I still had him.
My parents just accepted my belly and nose piercing.
People understood me.
People didn’t think I was so stuck-up.
I wasn’t so stubborn.
People didn’t judge me so much.
I would learn from my mistakes.
I was never suspended.
My sister wasn’t in hospital.
My parents were still together.
I wish i never met you, but today i lied again, I would give anything to have you here.

I know I sound stuck-up but I’m not. I hate the way people think I’m beautiful and I hate the way I got stalked. I wish people would stop focusing on looks and wanting to be my friend because of how I look and the clothes I wear. DO IT TRUE!

You\'re throwing everything you have at me,
cheap shots, low blows,
will you ever let it go,
you're so pathetic,
give it a rest,
you're not gonna win,
you're never gonna.