You always+ want5 something you cant have, or need something that you refuse to accept and when you realize it; its too late.

I no longer see only clouds&rain&thunder storms...
Now i see the sun bright&the sky clear of clouds...
Yes sometimes clouds do come but they don't stay like before...
from my poem "i opened my eyes" please read & comment

Ive cried enough,
ive hurt enough,
ive waited long enough,
i did all i could now its time to let you go,
& the hope that me & u will ever happen!
even tho it kills me inside im going to do it!
its the only way ill be happy!

Its the memories we made.
The time we spent together.
The things we did.
The things we said to eachother.
The things we did for one another.
The friendship we had.
Thats why i cant let go.

What happens when the friendship that was keeping you together is gone? do you let go or hold on tighter than ever before?!

A tear falls
a friendship is lost
a dream is destroyed
all happiness is GONE.
all faith is LOST.
NOTHING GOES RIGHT!
EVERYTHING IS WRONG!

The tears wont stop.
The pain wont go.
The memories wotn erase.
The time wont rewind.
The hurting remains.
All is the same.
NOTHING CHANGED!

Your happy why cant i?
you forgot why cant i?
you dont care why do i?
why cant i let u go?
if you already let me go
why cant i?

I like u but i dont love u
i want u but u want her
i ask my self y do u want her wen u could have me!

I miss your kisses
I miss your hugs
I miss you holding me
I miss your calls
I miss your notes
But most of all I miss YOU!