You always+ want5 something you cant have, or need something that you refuse to accept and when you realize it; its too late.

I no longer see only clouds&rain&thunder storms...
Now i see the sun bright&the sky clear of clouds...
Yes sometimes clouds do come but they don't stay like before...
from my poem "i opened my eyes" please read & comment

Ive cried enough,
ive hurt enough,
ive waited long enough,
i did all i could now its time to let you go,
& the hope that me & u will ever happen!
even tho it kills me inside im going to do it!
its the only way ill be happy!