I want someone with a heart like gold,
I want someone with a touch like silk...

I am lost in this insecure world
I am lost on my own...

Dying..Dying..Down..Down..Down,
Bleeding..Bleeding...Drip..Drip..Drip...

I thought I gained your trust,
I thought you cared...

Is this a new pain free refreshing day?
Or another day of wiping my deadening tears away...

When you laugh,
You put a smile on my face...

My life is vivid,
My life is strange...

I loved you,
You tore me down...

So many things,
Are going through my head...

I sit here mesmerized,
By these four blank solid walls...

I was laying on the stone floor cold and weak,
Your attention I was slowing praying to seek...

Sitting, waiting, crying in the dark, but not...
Crimson red blood flowing from deep cuts only just...