I fill the tub up full of water
Knowing very well what I'm about to do...
Lately
My life seems to be falling apart...
I stood there all alone
Waiting for someone to hold...
As I look in the mirror
I search for myself...
Now the scars are here to stay
But that is just the price I pay...
I stand back
And silently cry...
I used to just stand there
So alone in the world...
I see your face
And all I can do is smile...
My life is just going wrong
I want it all to end...
I want you to know
I really do love you...
I hate you so much
I wish you would die...
The love that i have for you
Forever and always...