I wake up and you there
I hug you close and hold you tight...

I miss you so much
I swear Imma cry...

Maybe its my fault
maybe my mom doesn't love me because of me...

My mouth opens
No sounds come out...

I do my best..honest
I try and try...

I play it over and over in my head
hating myself for all the words left unsaid...

I love the way she makes me smile
so why do I have second thoughts...

The lines across my arm run long
I wake up to nothing...

Around around it goes
hiding my scars...

That night I cried so much
Letting my silver friend dance across my arm...

I remember running and hiding from you
I used to be so scared...

As I step out my door
the morning feel...