Honestly its to hard

I do my best..honest
I try and try

but you seem to push me away
I understand and wont forget it
that he was there before me

I know through your pain
that its hard to see
please don't worry
I wont leave

It hurts to see you cry
When I hold you I can feel you sob
I know those tears are for him
So I try hard to make you grin

I know when your lonely
time slows down
As if your dying slowly

I bite my lip to hold back my tears
Everything I do seems to fail
I feel as if I'm not good enough
I made you a promise that I would do my best
So I try and try
But I cant it...its too much
I wanna scream I wanna cry

Please say it back when I say it
At least lie to me
give me the thought that you care
give me the thought that you will be there

My heart isnt built for this
Its made to love someone who Will love me
so in likely terms this is goodbye
I did my best and you didn't care
I tried to make you laugh but all you did was cry

Even at certain moments you made me cry
but I bit my lip and said "she needs time"
All you did now was cause pain
I rather take my last breath of air
Good luck finding another person
who wants to worry and care....