I may be sad but I'm not weak

-Secondhand Serenade-

If I was so *oblivious*,
then why you take |so| |many| |measures|
to [keep it a secret]
x-??-x

Waiting for the rain.
Pop and umbrella and hide beneath it's shelter.
Waiting for the rain to pour on me like it always does.

& My last *{breath}* will be yours:

You were never the one.
Behind a loaded gun.
And you weren't the one crying.
When outside a son was dying.

{{love me}} cuz I'm what you <hate>

& I'm never gonna [never gonna] change my ways [evil ways] this is who I *am*....
-rotton to the core-

& it [hurts] to -breathe-

They say she might tear you and your boy apart,
I don't want my bestie to have a broken heart.
So ask your boy what's going on,
cuz my little birdy said he may not last so long.

Honey I don't really know,
but little things have started to show.
Rumors have been whispered into my ear,
about one friend you hold dear.