Friends forever,
lovers never,
your handing brushing past,
but i want to hold on fast,
laughing smile,
but mine fades after a while,
zip my lips shut,
go over the freshly made cut,
you have eyes for another,
but I want you to be my lover.

For -once- in my life.
I felt [completely] loved.
My {{friends}}
for -once- I shall <mean> this.
:I: *love* |you|

Let my -serenity- come back to me.
Don't you know?
I have to let *go*

LAnd| I say -again-
I'm really {{really}} panicking.
I'm freaking .losin.g. my [breaths]
I think the <tears> will :fall: soon.
*Please get -me- out of this*

Her [wedding] has been
lost in her -dream-
.N.obo.dy. came
{{she}} was already |:insane:|

*She didn't notice*

I look in the [mirror] everyday,
hoping beyond hope that someday it will *change*.
That my |re|flec|tion| will turn different,
that I will somehow <turn> pretty,
but it's {{foolish}} to believe in -dreams-

It's -OVER-
[it's] DONE
.who. *KNEW*
<you'd> |be| the {ONE}

{{Fear}}
WON'T :let: me <go>
-Take-a-deep- [breath]
|control| yourself g.i.r.l

-Broken with distaste-
[who are you to judge]
*me* i'm *me*
|not| you neva <will be>

I'll ~have~ an anxiety *attack*
I can't [think], i can't [breathe]
-no-more- you and |Me|
<worry> bout things to *come*
I CAN"T [e]s[c]a[p]e what I g.e.t pushed {{Into}}