Abyss
The clock spins as i grab the bottle and drink...

Shaking, shivering as i close my eyes tight
hoping that maybe it'll somehow work out...

Change comes in spits and spurts
realizing the enemy is you hurts...

As much as you want and need it cant be
the stars align but only to a point...

With a few awkward words
it all came out...

Putting studies first was my priority
but life's so damn lonely i feel like a minority...

One moment i stare at it and feel
next the moments gone.. surreal...

Blinded by money and the of power greed
the world never gives 2 the wanting and the hourly...

At worlds end i struggle
to move on from a pain...

the dull and lifeless world moves on with time
as my life seems to crack n shatter i see the...

Surrounded by black stuck in between
i said I'll never come back...

Its hard to let go of feelings buried deep
slowly and steadily i start to slit...