As much as you want and need it cant be
the stars align but only to a point...

Change comes in spits and spurts
realizing the enemy is you hurts...

At worlds end i struggle
to move on from a pain...

One moment i stare at it and feel
next the moments gone.. surreal...

Shaking, shivering as i close my eyes tight
hoping that maybe it'll somehow work out...

Abyss
The clock spins as i grab the bottle and drink...

Surrounded by black stuck in between
i said I'll never come back...

Once dead hope is rekindled
with a little spark of light...

With a few awkward words
it all came out...

Its hard to let go of feelings buried deep
slowly and steadily i start to slit...

Putting studies first was my priority
but life's so damn lonely i feel like a minority...

Feeling of despair thinking what if
unfulfilled dream of gods gift...