I dont want to go home feeling the same
i dont want to go home with all this pain
you told me to stop playing this game
but its the only thing keeping me sane

x

Everytime you fall and everytime you try
every foolish dream and every compromise
every word you spoke and every thing you said
everything you left me rambles in my head
theres nothing i can say
theres nothing i can do now

U dont get to me the way u used to
u can no longer hurt me
and it kills u dont it babe?
knowing that u dont have that hold over me
knowing that il never spend another night in your arms
or another moment on the floor

Stop being so perfect for just one minute
do something to piss me off
saying good bye to you wouldnt be so hard if i were angry
&i dont think id miss u half as much if we left on bad terms

x

You've turned into a monster
just another stranger
you know everything about me
and i know nothing but the man you used to be

x

Its dark and its cold
but all i want to do is run
run and run and run
until it hurts
until i cant feel this hate anymore

x

Everything was spinning out of control
it was all so wrong
i saw the flicker of sadness
turn to anger on your face
but in a split second it disappeared
your eyes glazed over
&you picked up another beer from the case
completely numb to it all

And once again i am here
cause even now when i think of you
the butterflies are still there
and the saddest part is
i'm still the only one to blame

x

&the years keep on passing
faster and faster
time is on the move
even tho its standing so awfully still
an image flickers past
a smiling face just out of grasp
has never had so much to reveal
and this loneliness has never felt so real

Im running as fast as i can
im so out of breath that it hurts
those shots i had for breakfast
are messing with my head
i can't see clear and it burns deep inside
i spin round and round on the spot
this loneliness has never felt so real.