And when the sun goes down,
i become broken.
In this faded twilight,
i am no one.

I dnt wana hav this conversation
enough wit the 21questions
i duno what ur thinkin
but i kno im nt the only one on ur mind
ur wishin u had of chosen her
&im thinkin
how could i hav been so god damn blind?!

Its 5 in the morning
&im thinking i shuld go
your silhouetted against black
nothing lik the boy i used to kno
u dont expect to see me back
the steady rise and fall of ur chest
i nevr wuld of guesd
that it all wuld of come to this

This isn't how i wanted it

but it's how it is

i can't make up your mind for you

but i'll take any moment i can get

with you.

[x]

Just like i'll always have a soft spot in my heart for you
you'll always have a soft spot in your bed for me.

x

And the saddest part is
i've become content with this life
where i can drink my sorrows away
and end up in your bed before sunrise

i used to be worth so much more than this.

x

We get along coz we can both last all night
it cuts me that i used to come crying to you
and now i cry coz of you
and i wana know exactly when our relationship
turned from love into just straight sex.

[x]

He lives for that rush
you know the one you get
when you do 180km down the highway
pitch black
windows down
music blasting
lights off
so its almost like your flying.
[x]

And I would do anything to have you back
for just a little while
I know things will never be the same
but it would be nice
to feel someone familiar on my skin
I think it would help a little
to lay in your arms
just for one more night
[x]

I remember crawling into your bed
a few days after you died
I was desperate for something familiar
but what I didn't perceive was that
familiar was harder to take than
the irrevocable difference.
[x]