Its like this::
he broke my heart and left me crying
so I built all these walls
and he broke them down without even trying
[x]

I look in the mirror and hate what i see
i've become everything i'd promised myself i'd never be
why?
because of that stupid boy who had to go and say [goodbye]

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Funny isn't it?
how at night its the tears that [you] cry?
not the girl who deserved this
and all you can do is sit there and wonder why. . .

[x]

&he said it with tears in his eyes
[i still love you] he said
&before you know it you're back in his bed
[i still love you] he said
this wasn't how you pictured it
in your head

[x]

"how are you?" became just another rhetorical question
you dont really care
you were just brought up with manners
[x]

I wont be there next time
so when you start complaining about all the hurt he's caused you
stop and remember
you were the one who let him back in
[x]

I'm only mad at myself for believing you
every single time you promised you'd never hurt me again.
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Its all just steps along a narrow path
she was there at the start
and she's promised to see it thru to the end
&&here she is standing next to me in the middle of it
could you honestly ask for more in a friend?

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How do you look her in the eye each and every day and straight up lie?
saying that you love her and all the other things she wants to hear...
while you're sneaking in my window at night saying for me,
[you'd die]

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These feelings im having?
they aint right
and you sneaking over every other night?
that's even worse...
it's so worng but i cant get you off my mind
you're telling her you love her but you're telling me its all [lies]

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