I hate the fact that every1 thinks ur this perfect guy w/ this perfect life & this perfect gf & ur perfectly in luv & wen i walk past u dnt even see me but last nyt wen u snuck in my room u were completely different

She stands in the rain for all she cant change
she just wants one more night
one more chance to make everything right
to find a way to make up for all the time she cries
coz your all she sees when she closes her eyes

&there she goes again
tears rolling down her cheeks as she closes her eyes
takes another step
just to be pushed over the edge
this time she hopes she can fly

xX

U pushd me down 2drown me
but i stil breathe as much as u want me 2die
its sumthin u tort me
wit al the yellin &screaming
the misses &the hits
its something u taught me
wen u beat me to the floor
how 2hold my breath til theres no more

Time changes
nothing stays the same
todays 'moments'
will be tomorrows pain
[x]

These nightmares
sound so stupid
put into writing
but they sure as hell arnt stupid
when they'r playing over and over in my mind
[x]

These nightmares
the ones we call [life]
they sound so stupid when you're awake
but they sure as hell arnt stupid when you let yourself fall asleep and find yourself in them

[x]

&u keep maikng excuses for that pathetic little boy
who's both funny and kind
&supposedly broke ur heart
do me a favor sweetie
dnt talk to me til u find a real man
who's funny kind AND smart
x

He made her believe she deserved every scar

[x]

I never saw his flaws
but he sure as hell saw mine

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