Face reality with a torn heart at hand
Let blood flow with a life on demand...
Your pictures on my wall
with darts upon your eyes...
I'm restless and wild
I act like a child...
No trust in your name
There is nothing left for you...
Off and on this goes
Random switches of how I feel...
The ashes of my memories
Secretly still burn for you...
Those fools
They say they know us so well...
That day that you walked out the front door
Saying sweetie I'll soon be back from the war...
Fighting through the fire, Suffocating in the ash
Trying to find my way out, Blinded by the fires...
This pain I cause myself
I wish to stop, I truly do...
My heart beat racing
At a moment of your touch...
Frozen in this river of lies
Trying to find what is real...