Frozen in this river of lies
Trying to find what is real...

I'm restless and wild
I act like a child...

Piece after piece is torn away
Little is left of my heart today...

Staring at this blank piece of paper
With stains from falling tears...

You're so full of sh*t
Please just go away...

Takes forever to build
Can be lost in a second...

Every touch
Every glance...

Black on my nails
Scars on my wrist...

This pain I cause myself
I wish to stop, I truly do...

I'm sorry I said forever
For I knew that was a lie...

Creepy shadows lurk in the dark
Stains of blood leave there mark...

On the edge of my bed
I lay my heavy head...