No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence...

MY Grandmother i call her Tata so in this poem...

I cry for you every night
i call out for you before i go to bed...

Silence
only tears, as i press the blade against my pale...

Don't you hate it when life has its way?
kicks you in your butt and says your unwelcome to...

A new feeling has come over you
in your heart it grows...

Some days i feel like flying
flying to a new world, where no one can find me...

Twice i tried to kill myself
I i cut myself until i bleed...

You're far away from me for now, but i promise you...
I call you as much as i can and when i hear your...

I ask myself everyday why I'm here living a lie...
all this fighting all this pain i cant take it...

Can you see the moon
Can you see the sun...

Love me my razer blade
Peel my skin make me weep...