Twice i tried to kill myself
I i cut myself until i bleed
I went to the hospital and they fixed me up
i took the hole bottle of pills and they pumped my stomach and then i saw many doctors and the gave me drugs they told me i have depression and very low self esteem.
Now i take my meds and do all i can but i still feel like crap and want to kill.
I'm 21 and thats still young to want to die but that is how i feel when it comes to life, i hate it so much i wish god can lissen to me and tell me the right way so i wont do any wrong or go to hell.
but all i do is cry and cut my wrist you see I'm a cutter and i cant stop.
