I never knew what it was like having a family and i relize i never will

&& so i saw him coming near me, all of the sudden i felt his hand, i fell to the floor i closed my eyes and wish i wasnt here.

Hes scaring me, all i can see it hurting going on

&& i relize im the only one trying to get better when she wont admitt theres anything going on

I dont want to live like this, there has to be better somewere

I want to tell my dad i love him, i want him to know how much he mean to me, i will be strong and fight this so i cant be with him :(

& sometime i think if i decided not to try and be bad maybe he would finally approve of me

No one can fill that empty space were you once had your dad

I dont think anything can help my brokin heart not even the strongest glue because i had so much that got takin away from me

& the fitting has went on for 8 days so far it is getting worse, im having a rely hard time i catn be here with this going on