They tell me to hold on, What am i holding on to

My bodys telling me to give up that its done the fight, im not taking my medicen i just wish i was to sick to survive im so un happy

Please mom y r u doing this to me? u want me know y? your distroying me

Im so sorry i cant hold on any longer, its like everyone is against me, to much is expected and im falling apart again

Your making it impossible for me to live

I will never trust anyone again , this time it went way beond pretend

As i watch the blood drip down my wrist its like watching the tears drip down my face, I can no longer hold back, i can no longer hold it all in i need to talk

I really wish i had someone there for me tonite, i cant trust again , They hurt me once again :(

Im gonna be ok, this first time in my life i feel like i can make it and be everything u never taught me to be

The important stuff that matters to me everyone else seems to overlook