I cant loose people who were never really there

I miss u but i need to work on things with out u , someday i hope are relationship will improve

I try to talk when im scared , instead i just keep shutting down

Hurt me, rape me, kill me, nutting seems to matter anymore i just want you in my life

I am a lost girl with many ghoast

In life theres no winner or loser, theres nothing to gain , Life is full of unexpected pain

I was gettin ready for the funural 2day, The drugs quickly held my heart in place

Everytime i start to do good something happings and i fall apart

& so she told me to draw on paper how i felt 2day, My paper was blank i have no more feelings

I need someone to be there for me, i need someone to talk with me, I need someone to spend time with me, In stead im getting more depressed, i only have myself now