I write poem after poem,
just trying to express these feelings bottled up...
She's so lonely,
With no one by her side...
I'm sorry I let you down,
I never meant to hurt you...
Nobody wants to talk,
They just don't want to be around...
I do it because I deserve the pain,
I do it because it keeps me sane...
I've finally found the guts
To tell you what I think...
Sometimes I forget to say it,
Or maybe I don't say it at all...
Your birth meant so much to me,
I couldn't ask for anything better...
Do you listen to what I say,
Or do you just hear...
Here we go again,
Everyone ready to hate...
You had to go and do this again,
Hurt me just like before...
When I was younger
I always wanted to be that big teenager...