Another disappointment
Another mistake...

Demeaning words hold fast
As I replay conversations in my head...

You don't remember
Why can't you just remember...

Love me the girl screamed
As the man walked away...

Filthy.
That feeling that makes you want to rip away...

A messy place to start
Let's add more complications...

Something's amiss
I can't seem to find...

Look at the blood stained wrists
Hidden under smiles...

And so it begins,
our descent apart...

Peering out a clouded window
Into the frosty night...

Alone.
A deep overwhelming sadness...

Why does this hurt so much
missing you tonight...