I can feel your warmth
when the sun beats down...
When I was younger I never understood,
why God let things happen to me...
I'm lost in a world of chaos,
confused feelings arise like air...
My life has fallen apart,
I've lost a lot of things...
As I lay beneath the sheet of clouds,
gentle drops of acid water fall upon my skin...
I wish I knew who you were
I wish I could see your face...
The wind slices through my hair,
like a knife through butter...
Day after day, I spend most of my time,
sitting in our apartment, all alone...
I see you there Momma,
sitting under the tree...
Often times I am thinking,
dazed while searching my mind...
The lights are so bright their blinding,
my secrets to you, I am confiding...
Just a little bit strict
Always trying to be creative...