I swear to God I\'m okay-
(I really just want to die...

From the first time I saw you-
I saw pain behind your eyes...

Here I am,
The girl you never knew...

Allison's eyes are beautiful,
Big, bright and blue...

Christmas this year,
Will only bring tears...

Some nights I spend missing you,
Other I spend crying...

I'm falling to pieces,
Please help me, please try...

Dear Dad:
I often sit and think of you...

The person that I was,
Was not who I wanted to be...

When you are sad and lonely,
And no one seems to understand...

Just another day,
Just another tear...

You will never know,
what i see when i look at you...