Take it all away, I want it no more
I choose to forget, all that has been given...
I hate you
I hate you...
The knives within me dig deeper
Everyday that I persist in my love...
Why do I face the barrel of a gun?
Is my life really that bad to take this step...
I stand with a solution to the problems
And the answers to all the questions...
I want my freedom, my own decisions
To decide what is right and what is wrong...
I stand broken in all that I do
No matter how hard I try to succeed...
I feel transparent from the world around me
Blind to the eyes of all that see...
I am cut by all my hardship
Tormented by my loneliness inside...
I'm sorry, that I didn't stop to say goodbye
But it's not my fault that you had to die...
Now all this psychology
Is talking straight to me...
Why do I run away from all my struggles?
Why can I not just stand up and fight...