They ask me if i'm lonely and when I reply with yes my day starts with me rolling over staring at the other side of the bed, and ends the same. do you know the kind of heartache that brings?

Spilled my heart out to you,
danced on table tops with you.
you're unreliable and untrue.
I would of did anything in the world for you.
but you let all of me fall through.

Is this what you wanted?
cause this is what you got.
A lonely soul,
& broken heart
all because
"life is short"

Back to the drawing board,
And back to distractions.
These guys don't mean anything to me
There just something to get my mind off you

Pour the liquor, I'll take the shots.
I'll drink until I've had too much
There's a hole in my chest where my
Heart used to be.
This is me forgetting you,
Like you've forgotten me.

One day you'll realize who has stronger love,
i'd be the one to give up a lung,
if all that smoking, disabled it to work.
i'd be the one to rip my own heart out,
if yours just suddenly stopped.

And my heart started screaming,
"he doesn't care the same"
tear stained cheeks and uncontrollable shaking,
cause i can feel him slipping away.

But when i let it into my body,
2 puffs in and i already cant feel my face
i can already feel my troubles fading,
and i know im ready to face the day.
life is so much better, when you see it in a haze.

Its becoming harder and harder to tell whats real.
all the pain in the world,
has me all choked up,
like i've just swallowed a big pill.

He makes my lips smile,
while my heart frowns.
afraid of getting broken,
it beats silently,
without making a sound.