Please dont ask why i do the things i do. not worrying about the effects on others, & not worrying about all the pain ive caused you. im just taking the time now, to say im sorry in every single way.

I dont know what it is, i dont recall this ever happening before. i dont get it, i dont want to because its not okay, its not right. these feelings i have for you, deep inside..

She's grabbing at certain feelings, she can't even explain. its a mix of emotions, old & new. its the way her heart beats faster & faster everytime she thinks of you. what could this feeling be taking over her? only time can tell.

After suffering heartbreak after heartbreak it really is the hardest thing believing you are good enough.

I sit up thinking about him all night. he's the only thing ever on my mind, he's the one i really want, but he'll never know. he's taken by her & she's his world. & boy is that girl a lucky girl.

I can see how you cry yourself to sleep at night regreting everything you've ever done. & i can see the tears build up in your eyes, behind that fake smile. your living a lie.

The pain runs deep. what im doing its suppsose to hurt you, not me.

All i know is whatever you get, is exactly what you deserve.

She's so full of pain she tries to hide it, but breaks down when she hears your name. you broke her heart & bruised her soul. she will never love again, never once again be whole.

Dont tell me how she hasnt been good to you. dont tell me how she hasnt been there for you. she's just not good enough for you. so just let me try & i will be good to you. just let me try & i will be there for you.
-sarah mclachlan