Am I ready for this?
I wanna leave before I get hurt.
I wanna stay but I'm just not sure
that I can.
I don't think I deserve to be with him

If pain makes your heart race,
we share similar views.
if almost dying makes you feel alive,
we are the same.
if your body quakes at the touches of evil,
you may be lonely, but you're not alone.

The thought of you leaving is enough to kill me inside ...

I`m not gonna say he won`t ever hurt me
i`m not gonna be naive
i`m not gonna sit up half past 12 at night
and wonder what hes doing
i`m gonna trust him with all my heart
even though i know he has the power to tear me apart.

It`s somewhere between
those late night phone calls
and his crooked smile
&& how he catches her whenever she falls
that made it all worth while

Your the only one that i want
your the only one that i love
your the only one that i need
your the only one that i admire
your the only one that i belong to
your the only one that i have
your basically all of me
your litteraly my everything =]

U kno i regret a lot of thingss
but my BIGGEST regret
is losing you
no it`s knowing if i held on tighter i would still have you...

Your love is what i seek
your touch is what i need
your arms is what makes me smile
your kiss is what makes me happy;;undeniable
your heart beating next to mine
always seems to heat me up inside
your hand in my hand
makes my knees weak

Is it scary or is it not, giving your all to someone you only just met in the couple of years before. Is it strange or it is not, that you could fall madly in love with someone who was only a complete stranger in the couple of years before.

Rage
anger
hate
jealousy
confusion
love
bitterness
depression
horrible thoughts
painful memories
terrible secrets
could ruin everything
all this is the result
of me loving you
and you left me
for her
why her ??