Even though ur far away,
i want u to know that w/ u i find relief.
u said i can pick up the phone & dial ur number anytime i feel lonely.
ur there if i just need to breathe.
i think if we try ; we can both conquer this wall-like thing.

He's all i see,
he's all i hear.
he's my world & i live in fear.

Dream me up
dress me pretty
take little secrets
& spill them all over me
pinken my lips,
darken my eyes
make me look beautiful,
at least on the outside.

Im sorry if i accuse you of something when you havent done anything wrong.
its just hard for me to trust every single word you say.
its not your fault baby, your not the one to blame,
its my past & how i've been nothing but played.

Im still dreaming even though im awake
im still hurting even though i seem okay
i want to spend the rest of my life with you, hope your not just another one of my many mistakes.

You write such pretty words
but lifes not a story book
loves just an excuse to get hurt.
*not mineeee*

You think im crazy?
but im just speaking the truth.
would you rather me stand here and lie to you?
i told you from the start im a mess,
and im sorry that i have to find relief in this.

Even though your not right next to me
i still feel you near me
and when i look up at the stars,
it feels like im right next to you again
distance means so little, when someone means so much .

Because when you unconditionally love someone, it shows.
& you can't help yourself from losing complete control.
because when you care for them genuinely
ur heart knows where it belongs. automatically.

Sometimes i sit up at night & think
and then i cry my eyes out because im so damn lonely
i just want you right next to me.
i just want you here with me.