Oh the horror of a child laying awake each night begging god for the mercy of death....

This world, your world was never mine...for I have only ever been a stranger in it.

As I drank deep from the chalice of fate I tasted only sorrow and doom.

I will never be able to forgive myself.........

I use to be a a hopeless romantic...now I'm just hopeless....

"Our sins can never be undone...."

There is beauty hidden if you'd but see....however there is none left within me.

While to me the signs are so clear...most never see the drowning man's tears.

For every lie you've said, one black tear shall I shed.

If my death is but a dream, wake me not until its over.