An aching pain ripping me apart,
A cold deep inside my soul...

I look back on the years where I felt alright,
The days where I lived with a smile on my face...

Ana my friend,
I love you so...

O twisted silence,
and icy cold...

"O Ana please teach me control,
Make my body perfect, my heart whole.&quot...

Looking out through darkened eyes,
At a shattered world full of lies...

Fading from reality to a world all my own,
to a side of me I've never shown...

My world of pain and confusion will finally be no...

Staring at the sky through eyes blurred by tears,
Feeling so lost and helpless in this hateful...

Hiding behind laughs, smiles, and happiness,
Her bright blue eyes are filled with pain and...

I see it there, a beautiful red rose,
though now only a tiny green bud shows...

Staring out at a dark grey sky,
Tears of guilt and shame I cry...