Staring out at a dark grey sky,
Tears of guilt and shame I cry.
Scars on my body will never disappear,
A constant reminder; I surrendered to my fears.
I can't win, I'm giving up the fight,
As I lay in bed, another sleepless night.
Haunted by the past that's becoming the future,
Just can't escape the lies, the pain, the torture.
Slowly dying, can't take this anymore,
A demon inside, my soul it tore.
How much longer will I live? No one can tell,
While I struggle so hard to break the spell.
The spell thats changed who I used to be,
The one that transformed the reflection I see.
It has made me hate my body,
This isn't who I want to be.
But I just can't change, I'm not that strong,
I've been like this for way too long.
