When I'm with you, the sun is in my heart.
I look into your eyes and see a never ending field...

Wow this is boring
Wow no ones here...

Today you died.
You said you hated everything...

Kisses like little butterflies.
Night alive with tiny pleasurable cries...

Don't ask me why and don't ask me how.
I'm leaving you all now...

You leave me like an old toy.
So sad and alone...

Every time I set eyes on you
I have to smile...

Thoughts that seem so hard not to give in.
If you do, it'll be considered a sin...

Natasha was my friend
When I was thirteen...

I'm the only thing less than perfect
In your whole entire life...

I know that my attempt to die has disturbed you.
I know perfectly well that it was a disappointing...

Though I fear the worst is to happen,
I stand my guard...