We joke
we laugh
how long will this last?
hopefully..
just long enough
for me to tell you
that i've loved you since
the first moment i saw you.

It rips me up
deep inside
but i hide it
like keeping my own secret
and never letting you know..
that secretly..
You're Killing Me.

I wish you would hold me
just one last time
so i can get one last breath
of your sweet scent
one last chance to be happy
and one last chance to not be dying...

Now its over
and time has stopped
my heart beats faster
and you keep moving....

One last tear falls for you tonite cuz
i can't afford them
all they do is start the cycle all over...

I stand here...
watching...
watching you walk away forever...

I try and i try
day after day
thinkin maybe it'll get better
but ever since that one fateful day...
you've left me standing
on a thin wire..

How many lies does it take
to make my heart flatline.....

When i call you
pick up the phone
i wait my whole day
just to hear your soothing voice..
but without an answer
what's left to look forward to?

If your too blind to see that
he doesn't love you anymore....
i'm sorry to say but you need to get your life back.