We joke
we laugh
how long will this last?
hopefully..
just long enough
for me to tell you
that i've loved you since
the first moment i saw you.

It rips me up
deep inside
but i hide it
like keeping my own secret
and never letting you know..
that secretly..
You're Killing Me.

I wish you would hold me
just one last time
so i can get one last breath
of your sweet scent
one last chance to be happy
and one last chance to not be dying...