You glanced across a nervous crowd,
Outrageous though it seems...
I might be smiling on the outside
But never on the in...
The small and cold things watching me,
In the nonexistent light...
Crush her down to tears again
Is this the thing that gets you high...
You just drove off
For the third time this week...
You've taught me things
I would have never known...
The demons in my head
They still scream silently...
December twelfth, 2005
Might have seemed like a normal night...
Join me in death
Step off the edge with me...
Maybe if the little reflection in the mirror
Sang along with us, it'd be a little clearer...
We are nothing but soldiers
Robots, confomists...
When I'm gone
You know you'll have missed me...