I close my eyes and count my mistakes,
I know they outweigh the good...

...
I wrote this in June of this year and just found...

Everyday waking up just a little more far gone,
Empty space in my heart made from missing you...

It's one o'clock in the morning
and I'm sitting here alone...

How do you hide the pain
when it feels like your heart is breaking...

Hiding behind a fake smile,
nothing but an act...

I'm standing here watching
as my world falls apart...

Life is like a story book,
sometimes the pages turn easily...

Dark lit room,
sad music on the radio...

Another cold long night apart
where holding your picture is the closest we are...

We butcher and kill in the name of god
saying it's his will...

Holding you close as we slowly dance
across a floor full of invisible people...