You can laugh and joke on the way
and choose not to accept that reality is real
but when you see the graveyard gates standing open
and you feel it pass under your feet
theres no pretending after that

Looking at the moon as the clock strikes 12,
a tear shimmers on my cheek as it falls
as I whisper a quiet goodnight,
say how I love you and I wish you were here,
my nightly ritual
just to feel you're a little closer

I spend my nights praying for daylight so I can hide pretending everything's ok again and I spend my days praying for night to fall so I don't have to hide the pain

Isn't it amazing how an entire town can try to bring you down but it's a friend that can make you feel the cheapest

People become stronger because of the past mistakes, hurts and things that haunt them, facing them and overcoming them is what makes us strong.

The cruelest and most hurtful things mankind does they always do in the name of love

Sitting on the shore of my life
watching the waves lap at the sands
letting the sounds carry me away.

Slowly I let go of the tension
that has become such a part of me,
no more need to stress.

Confidence to hide the fear,
strength to hide the weakness,
all just a show,
I'm not what I appear.

To sleep,
To toss and turn,
Hoping not to dream tonight
In the grips of horrible nightmares,
Wishing not to have to sleep,
For once praying not to see your face

I don't know how to tell you goodbye,
I don't want to let you go
but I know that I must
so I won't let you see me cry,
I'll hug you tightly one last time,
I won't say goodbye though, that hurts to much
so farewell my friend till I see you again