I was once forced to love,
Forced to go naked and bleed...

You went away,
You went astray...

I wish to be stoned to death,
I wish to be hung by the neck...

There is such distance between us,
And with the world around me...

Some things in this world are inconceivable,
Like me without you...

I envy those who are happy,
For my brain is shut off completly...

It hurts too much to form words,
Set in your intricate web of lies...

Love is the bone that brakes in half,
A spear that soikes through the heart...

I have grieved,
I have wept night and day for my loss...