It hurts too much to form words,
Set in your intricate web of lies...

I envy those who are happy,
For my brain is shut off completly...

Some things in this world are inconceivable,
Like me without you...

There is such distance between us,
And with the world around me...

I wish to be stoned to death,
I wish to be hung by the neck...

You went away,
You went astray...

Remember me when I am gone,
Gone far away into a silent place...

I was once forced to love,
Forced to go naked and bleed...

He pressed against my rebel lips in vain,
And they rose up to be pressed again...