My love life is lost..but i love not knowing.

This pressure on my chest
so heavy that it hurts
it makes it hard to breathe
i think im giving up..

This knife is just a means to an end.
push it in deep; this is not pretend.

What do you do
when you're back's against the wall
and the hands around your neck
are too tight to make a sound

Sometimes i sit and wonder
why i even stick around
there's nothing left here for me
now that you are gone.

I am so over all the worthless drama.
sit down. shut up. and handle ur own life.

I could scream right in your face and you wouldn't even blink. you just don't notice me anymore.

And judging by that smile on you're face,
i'd say the sound of my fragile heart breaking,
must be f%@*ing music to your ears.

For now im stuck in this place waiting for the day that i can break free..

These late nights are torture
cause im sitting here restless
think of nothing but you
and i know that you're fast asleep
and not once did i ever
cross you're mind.