It's so hard to show my face around lately,
acting casual whilst trying impossibly hard...
If I am honest,
this newfound freedom is just a blind thought...
How dare you deny the conversation
that unwound our intricate secrets...
You made a choice to walk away,
and now because of you...
I cannot turn the other cheek
on these tragic matters arising...
I can't unfeel what I felt
when you turned your back on your family...
Everyone thinks that I have forgiven myself for my...
but just because it appears so, doesn't make it...
I hope it hurts
when your secrets are exposed against your wishes...
Take a bow,
I hope you are proud...
The false me knows how to chain the fear,
but the lonely girl who is quiet on the outside...
Even if you asked again,
there is now way I can give you another chance...
I replay the same songs over and over,
crying again and again...