Once upon a time
you were my everything...
I don't know what is happening to me,
to become so filled with anger and hate...
I pretend to be unafraid of the future,
but the tide is dragging me under...
I want to stop
you crashing...
Temptations open up the gate for me,
a secret devotion is what I know I need...
I sometimes feel lost behind my trusted mask,
realising that saying I am okay...
I won't be persuaded to change how I feel about...
your lies are like a fly that you can always hear...
No one could ever persuade me to be blamed
for someone else's silence...
These are words I never thought I'd learn to say,
but I don't want to fall again...
Do you ever read your ending,
afraid of starting a fire in this black winter...
I don't want any more scars on my skin
that bleed out his name...
I'm done with the crying,
done with the fear...