I wouldn't have all this pain
or all of these nasty secrets inside...
I remember exactly where it was
i remember exactly who he was...
I used to look forward to going to drama
it was the only subject i enjoyed it seems...
An angry silence
is just as powerful...
There is a person who's path I've crossed
although I doubt she has noticed me...
You grew jealous of my tatted teddy bear,
claiming that he dried more of my tears...
Shame on him for what he is
but condemn your heart...
Suddenly I'm drowning
in a puddle of your lies...
Whatever words you have to say so desperately,
you can keep them to yourself, for I no longer...
It's hard to admit that I miss you,
because that admission burns me...
Eyes watering, tears falling
I'm still crying for you...
It's been seven years
since you disappeared from life...