Exploding memories blurred her vision
as forgotten tears explored her cheeks...

Beautifully thin
Or skeleton poking through...

Beating bongo drums
Connecting your inner self...

I try to remind myself
that I've seen darker times...

Never do I sleep.
I'm sick of the reoccurring nightmares...

Months have passed by
as slow as a broken watch...

Please stop holding onto this desire to destroy...
imagine your life without your parents...

I find it very strange
to believe you never knew...

My heart can't tell you
the things you want to know...

I hear you every night
through the whispers in my pillow...

I thought I had served my time,
thought I had finally learned...

I cant let them down
i cant let them know...