Im confused and alone without you
and it like REALLY sucks. =S.

So you can hate me forever but when it comes to him being your best friend youll be over it tomorrow? what the hell? what should i do?

Do you miss us?Cause i do.I miss your voice,laugh,kisses, stupid jokes,your touch,just spending time with you.But most of all, your love.And the way you loved me no matter what.Yea thats what i miss the very most.</3

Ill pretend that everything is great and nothing is wrong.And that it doesnt kill me everytime you talk about her,and how happy you are.Ill pretend that im happy for you.And that im doing great too.but inside i dont think i can pretend much longer.</3

I miss you and us. i cant take this much longer.But im much stronger than this too.I cant break down now.No one knows how i really feel.And i feel dumb cause i still love you.And you dont moved on.So ill stay fake and no one will know.</3

All the pieces of my heart miss you when your gone.My whole body misses you.I dont understand how you could do this shit to me again.</3

I hate you for this pain you caused.how could you do this to me if you loved me?and i hate that i still love you and only wish that i could hate you.but i cant.i just hate my life now that your gone.</3

Come and save me from this pain. your the one that caused it and your the only one that can make it stop. so plz hurry! i cant take much more. </3

It kills me every morning and nite knowing that im not the 1 you wake up with and fall asleep holding. and when i wake up i know that its just another day in my life without you.It just kills me. </3

I should be happy that i got you back.Now i feel like crap even more.Idk why.Yes i do love you&always will.But idk what to do.Im only happy sometimes.And thats mostly when im not with you.&I do NOT want to lose you again.So what should i do?