It's easier to say your anrgy then to say your broken </3

We both said that this time was going to be different then all the other times. but we were wrong...again</3

Since we broke up i cant stay sober.Because then it will it me that we're really done this time.And i dont want to know.I want to pertend that its still ok.So i guess im not going to stop.</3

Do you miss us?Cause i do.I miss your voice,laugh,kisses, stupid jokes,your touch,just spending time with you.But most of all, your love.And the way you loved me no matter what.Yea thats what i miss the very most.</3

Ill pretend that everything is great and nothing is wrong.And that it doesnt kill me everytime you talk about her,and how happy you are.Ill pretend that im happy for you.And that im doing great too.but inside i dont think i can pretend much longer.</3

I miss you and us. i cant take this much longer.But im much stronger than this too.I cant break down now.No one knows how i really feel.And i feel dumb cause i still love you.And you dont moved on.So ill stay fake and no one will know.</3

And now ever time i see you with her
when i see how happy your are with her
and when i see that look you give her that you used to give me
and the way you love her
i want to be her
cause i had all that once
and now she has it
and i have nothing